urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo nikki nikki 2007-07-09T19:09:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:2152 2007-07-09T19:09:17Z 2007-07-09T19:09:17Z hey everyone hows it going?? i just wanted to know how much weight everyone has lost and how your doing on your ana/mia journey lol i would just love everyone to kinda vent on me. you know just talk tell me your problems i know everyone at point just wants someone to talk to. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:1978 2007-06-21T17:54:59Z 2007-06-21T17:54:59Z well heres a picture of me...i guess i always wonder how you all look so ill post one of me incase you guys wonder how i look im the one on the bottome with the nose ring fat and ugly i know...<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e132/luvedone/viewphoto.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:1665 2007-06-20T23:19:08Z 2007-06-20T23:19:08Z well ok i did well today i mean i wasnt suppose to eat i wasnt even hungry but damnit my mom made me go to lunch!!!im so mad i just feel like a failure!!! whatever i start over tomorrow 30days i can do it... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:1289 2007-06-18T17:23:46Z 2007-06-18T17:23:46Z oh god ok i found a saver you guys ok what i do is i daily drink 8 bottles of water and 8 cups of green tea (i just keep reusing the same tea bag) hot water is really good it make you burn more calories!!! so by time you get done with those things your so full lol...but aside from that i still TRY to eat my 200 calories and i work out for an hour i know this will help trust me!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:1171 2007-06-14T20:43:19Z 2007-06-14T20:43:19Z i was fasting today and i didnt eat anything i was sooo&nbsp; happy i wasnt even hungry at all and then my mom came by to surprise me and took me out to lunch&nbsp;with a friend...&nbsp;i could kill myself right now im sooo sad and mad and depressed thank god i have you guys to lean on...we ate at el torrito and i only was going to order a salad but shes like oh no you love the wet burritos and she ordered for me i only ate like not even half of it but shit i feel like such a fat ass i really hate myself right now!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:niekelo:921 2007-06-14T18:53:41Z 2007-06-14T18:53:41Z ok well this support thing with live jouranl is awsome i have been doing much better with my eating habbits and i bearly get hungry at all anymore...im sooo happy i found this thing and i love supporting the other girls also they are awsome i just feel like we are all a family i can wait to get on here everyday ....